Tuesday, September 16


Sunday night - I thought he was acting weird. We had made plans to
meet at a cafe to have some coffee. I was shopping with my friends all
day long, so I thought he was upset at the fact that I was a bit late,
but he made no comment.

Conversation wasn't flowing so I suggested that we go somewhere quiet
so we could talk, he agreed but his mind was far away. I asked him
what was wrong - he said, 'Nothing.' I asked him if it was my fault
that he was upset. He said it had nothing to do with me and not to

On the way home I told him that I loved him, he simply smiled and kept
driving. I can't explain his behavior; I don't know why he didn't say,
'I love u, too.'

When we got home I felt as if I had lost him, as if he wanted nothing
to do with me anymore. He just sat there and watched TV; he seemed
distant and absent.

Finally I decided to go to bed. About 10 minutes later he came to bed.
I decided that I could not take it anymore, so I decided to confront
him with the situation but he had fallen asleep. I started crying and
cried until I too fell asleep. I don't know what to do. I'm almost
sure that his thoughts are with someone else. My life is a disaster.


Today LIVERPOOL lost again. Niamah

We girls should stop thinking too much. Guys should stop being so private.
Peace peace.

Assignment and exam on Saturday and I am still working both sides. Bank balance has reached a new low. Dow Jones crashed; I have to go find out how it will affect my trip.

On a happier note, I didn't touch a single crumb of bread last night.
“我一片都不能碰。 一片就会变成一条。”
Serious serious.

Craving for the week: Sapporo Ramen Miharu

Nothing beats a big bowl of flavourful, (almost) authentic chewy springy ramen with good miso stock in a rainy evening. For now, I have to make do with korean maggi, "instant homecooked" style".

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