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I know I can be a fickle-minded person.
But not to this extent!

Right now, I just don't want to think of anything else except to score big for the exams and get away. The pressure is big on everybody and I am really feeling I am not working hard enough. the thirst is not there and there are just TOO many distractions around me, pulling me away from my beloved books.

And oh yeah, I woke up to a nightmare yesterday. I dreamt I was being chased by this murderer guy whom I don't know. I always had this kinds of nightmares where I am wanted dead by some weirdo. The thing is - I always wake up before I start running.

I wished you could be more straight forward.