caramel drops

I guess I finally could not bear all the hardcore saving and snapped last week when looking back on all the photos, I spent far too much on dining out. All photos on Facebook yo! It has been a pretty much eventful week, with Shan's birthday dinner at Xin Wang and also Gorgeous Mandy's wedding at Amara. The wedding and the bride were and are really beautiful. I have been lying low too, staying at home or going to shifts and suppers. Running shoes still untouched. Damn.

I think I need a short getaway outside to clean my room.

I am feeling a familiar sense of insecurity these days.





Amara toilet cubicle. All the mirrors gives me the creeps but it's very cool.


Loretta, I love you. Not like they told you love is, and I didn't know this either, but love don't make things nice - it ruins everything. It breaks your heart. It makes things a mess. We aren't here to make things perfect. The snowflakes are perfect. The stars are perfect. Not us. Not us! We are here to ruin ourselves and to break our hearts and love the wrong people and *die*. The storybooks are *bullshit*. Now I want you to come upstairs with me and *get* in my bed!

-- Moonstruck