caramel drops

in the end, whatever happens, all i can do is keep silent.

i hate it. it is so typical me. i'm always the one everyone pushes around. i'm always the one hiding in the background, trying to be invisible. i know.

hence i cannot really blame you, can i. it's partly my fault too. but you know what, i'm tired of your excuses. yeah i think my patience has some limit too(yeah, i know,wow). and it has reached its limit in case you haven't notice. so i'm not going to force anything, not going to initiate anything. because all i get is just empty promises and lousy excuses. i don't need that.

yeah do whatever you want.


deep breath in, out...
=)

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Is there anything worth looking for? Worth loving for? Worth Lying for?
Is there anything worth waiting for? Worth living for? Worth dying for?

Am I Missing?
hell yeah. you.